Needing to vent...

I am really needing to vent! So I figured this would be the place to do it.

So my stressful week began last Thursday. I noticed a forest green discharge from my left breast. (BY THE WAY, THIS IS ALLIE, NOT BRIAN.lol.). I know; super gross right. Well, I called my doctor and he told me that I need to come into his office as soon as possible. So I moved some things around and came in the following morning. He took samples of the discharge...so horribly embarrasing! And then he asked me tons of questions and followed up the appointment with a breast exam. Thats when he noticed the lump. He told me that I needed to go to the hospital for a mammogram and ultrasound of my left breast.

This morning I went to the hospital for the tests. The nurses and radiologists kept whispering amoungst themselves and circling a large dark blob on the ultrasound screen. All that they could legally tell me was that my doctor will get ahold of me within the next 3 days or so.

I am kinda freaking out. I already had to wait the whole weekend and now I have to wait up to 3 more days...aaaaahhhh! I just want to know what it is and if I am going to be okay. I would LOVE to hear good news, and I CAN handle bad news...its just the NOT KNOWING that is really hard for me.

So for whomever is reading this...I really only wrote this for myself to vent. I am not trying to alarm anyone.

much love,
Allie & family