just rambling....

Is it possible to have too many good things in your life? Is there a limit? I find myself looking at my life. From what it used to be, and how it is now. Having people in my life that love me, support me, and people that I can trust. I haven't always had that, in fact, I never did. I was surrounded by people that abused me, lied to me, and used me. And sadly, most of those people were family members.

But now, I have healthy relationships with healthy people. I never really knew that this kind of happiness could exist outside of 1950 TV shows. I can honestly say that I have never been happier. Yes, this summer has been hard, for several reasons, but the fact was that I had SO MANY INCREDIBLE PEOPLE that came to support me. I LOVE YOU all so much.

I am actually trying to become a healthier person, on the inside and out. So I have joined a new gym, I haven't missed a day of working-out, yet. I workout in the morning before anyone wakes up and again at night once they are both sleeping. That way I don't feel guilty. I have already lost 7 pounds. But I'm not doing it to lose weight, I am exercising because it makes me feel SO MUCH happier! I love it! Seriously, I wake up at 6 am everyday excited to go work-out. However, the weight loss is a major plus.

Well, looking back at how I started this blog...I seem to have gotten distracted at some point. My theoretical question was: does all good have to come to an end? I am so lucky right now, I have so much, and well so much to lose.