AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!

My stomache hurts...its all twisted up. This always happens to me whenever I am really stressed out. I feel like I am going to throw up. UUUUHHHH!

I received a call from my baby sister yesterday. She said that when she woke up she saw mom hunched over on a chair, and she couldn't speak. Roni called the hospital, they sent an ambulance.

When they arrived at the hospital, they ran some tests. One of the test came back positive for drug overdose. My mom took too many of her anti-anxiety pills. The doctors are trying to determine if it was intentional or accidental. My mom is slipping in a coma. I talked to her yesterday, for a little over a minute. She told me how much she loves me, and I guess that was the longest conversation she had all day yesterday.

They did a spinal tap last night. I think they are going to do some brain scans today, to see if she has any permanent damage. Right now, she is barely hanging on. I don't know if she is going to make it. I need to be there with her. The passes were closed last night for avalanche control. Hopefully Brian can get someone to cover his shift, so we can leave....

....I am freaking out. I am planning an intervention for her, once she is out of the hospital. Most of the family is going to attend.

Please send me your prayers, Pray that she will survive and pray that this was the thing that needed to happen to change her lifestyle.

I am so scared that I am going to lose my mom. April 10th will be 11 years since my dad died. I am so sad. I am also angry. How can she accidentally take so many pills? I love her so much, and I pray that she will be okay.